I took it upon my liberty to clean out some of the older, insignificant posts that only seem to hold interest for a day. You shouldn't see much of an overall difference.

That, and I dont' know, I just really feel pissed/depressed/suicidal today.Of course, I'm not going to vent my anger at you guys (*cough ar- *cough*) but don't you just hate it when you think you're so close to something... so close... then something like an act of God just takes it away from you. But hey, I guess God is at least talking to me, something that can't be said 2 monthes ago.

Yet, religion hasn't helped me at all... I've known this feeling before, a downward spiral toward oblivion. I've been there before. It isn't pretty. The worst part is, because all this happened without anything in my control, I feel like i'm just a detached observer, something that one shouldn't be over their own life.

And so, today turned into one of those days which I just feel like, well, no purpose in life at all. Nothing to do, no reason to exist. I also kinda feel bad dumping this shit on you guys, becuase you dont' need to hear whines and rants from a pathetic bastard like I am (memories of Shinji and Evangelion come flying back. Damn delayed-action mind-destroying anime, i knew Ikari was up to no good)

So I guess fate has something against me. That or I'm just acting like a very stupid person today. Either way, if this continues for, say, 3 days, heads are going to come flying off...

Remeber, Lady Luck, like most women, are very fickle...

(Depressed, seeking anger management) Fobby,
SIGNING OFF (just seeing if the caps help)

*edit
Trust me john, if you thought your day was bad.... if you knew what mine was like, you would have no idea.

just wanted to say that track was ghetto shit, i have an annoying headache that
"popped" out from nowhere and for rtcw [return to castle wolfenstein] our clan just got raped
so i basically had my day ruined by many of many things.

1)Rapage in Track Meet
2)Rapage in Headache
3)Rapage in Clan Match

now, i have to go finish my ghetto homework

4)Rapage in Ghetto Homework

so i'll be sleeping late tonight so good nite fellow dcs ppo

ps. 5) Rapage in Lack Of Sleep =P

nite ;|

Oh my god... I didn't realize that getting my braces off, retainers are even worse

It doesn't allow my tongue to move around as much as i'd like, so my tongue just retreats into my throat, making me want to throw up

From the fire into the frying pan

Fobby, out!

track meet WHOOT WHOOT
hope u guys got compression shorts
AKA
SPANDEX!!!!!!!!!


keep yo balls compressed :P
teehehehe ^.^'

Jason's family never ceases to amaze me:

Hello out there to all my homies!
This is THE PIMP DADDY!

-From Jason's dad's profile

Hilarious stuff...

Fobby, out!

i saw we all get together and teach each other fighting techniques and moves
so that we can kick some ass 8]
well, when we really need it hahaha

oh yea and we can also practice kicking eachother's asses
[Note: John Park kicked my TailBone today and it hurt like someone shoving a spade up my ass; however dat's supposed to feel =P]
anywais

some of us need to learn to defend themselves with action lol,
not just words and "STFU" teeheehee =P ^.^
i'm willing to help u bunch of handsome fellows, IF
you give me something in return :*
muhAHHAA
ya know what i like, u sexy beasts hahaha


anywais, just a thought lates

Anyone know how to Ban IP's from this blog?..
if you do tell me =D so we can vote to block IP's of
unwanted viewers and spammers ;D
i'm sure a lot of you out there agree with me =P

lol...
hey arthur this blog is for you

Dear Arthur,
Yes, you still continue to use the comments section as a place for personal anger managment
and
i'm laughing out loud cause i don't have the time in the world to read such "comments"
they're just....
just too long..
maybe if it were in a post such as winston's extremely long posts every other day...
i'd consider reading it. aigoo -_-'
[gj winston]

anywaisssssss

just to let ya know, your comments are unread, by me and probably a lot others, and fighting isn't my thing -_-
so if you have something to say about me or to me, tell me in person, and we can talk about it then k?
cause i personally don't like to read. :)

ohh nice try tho..i did read the last couple lines lol
it was very very very "hurting"
made me want to cry.
:*(

anywais lol
must go and get my daily run in ;D
peace out ya'lls
[see?, you made me write a useless long blog wasting blog space]